Sitting here in physics class....soooooo bored. So ready for the weekend. So ready for all this bullshit to just go away!!! I wonder if this sub will think that I'm goofing off on the computer because I'm kinda typing as she is talking. And someone's phone is buzzing off the hook. Oh, it's the annoying chick who asks a billion questions and has the terrible blonde hair that looks like she botched the dye job. Stupid people...oh how they bother me. I get annoyed so easily sometimes. Gotta love it right???
So I'm trying to plan out what to do for tomorrow to get everything done before getting lauren and all that jazz. Maybe I can do the reception prep after I get her. I mean, ok, I can leave work around 11, get it done, and try to find a place to store it before leaving here in time to get lauren at like 2. Or I could pick lauren up from school, run home, get her stuff, drive back to buffalo, get dinner, do the prep, drop it off with Janessa or soemthing, and be done with it. I just don't know if I am going to have enough time either way. Hm...I'll have to like write it out and see how long i think things will take to see how I decide.
Ugh...so i feel really distant from brad this week. I mean, ok...he is like mega uber busy at work lately. It seems to me that everything is kinda blowing up all at once and he is stuck fixing everything. But then after a long day there is nothing left of him for me. I mean, I work 8-11pm now which is fine, I mean, might as well get paid to do nothing. But like...we don't really talk ever. I'll start a conversation and then bend over backwards trying to keep it going. I know I just saw him over the weekend and I enjoyed it, even though I don't think he really did. He says he did but i mean, he isn't into sports so the games must have been boring. And then the whole not sleeping thing....idk. That's why I need to see if I can't find a hotel that's decent but cheap for that weekend in march that he told me originally he was going to come up for, but now he is going to just try to come for. Stop being petty Kasey, he said he would try. Yes he might have said before that he would come and now he might not, but you know him. You know he will come unless he is truly unavailable. I mean for fuck's sake, he came up after getting his teeth pulled because you wanted him to, pleaded with him to, then he came out again that next weekend. I want it to be nice again so he can come out more. When he can drive his car, it's easier and cheaper for him to get out here. Oh man, this spring should be nice. I mean, i can see April now. I come home the weekend of easter, which he will more than likely spend with us (yay!!), then the next weekend...uh...h/o I know there was something that weekend. Then again maybe not lol. But yea, maybe he can come up that weekend, we can do something fun in the almost warm weather. Then the next weekend is mighty st joes (see side note), then I'm done!!!! I can go home on monday if i wanted to because I don't have a final until the next monday. Or maybe I'll stay up there for a day or two. Idk yet, but it will be nice to not have to worry about anything but studying and just being happy. It's really not that far off. I mean, february is already half over, and march will go quick cuz we have the week off (even though i'll be in cleveland, stupid cleveland with nothing to do ugh!!). Then april things will start getting nicer and everything will be good again. I have to keep telling myself that winter is almost over..that way im not a winter depressed person.
Alright, I think i'm gonna try and focus now so I can take the quiz. I might be back later ;)
Side Note: I am so pissed. Apparently the small ensemble is supposed to play at a gig for mr. hathaway that night. Um....hath just told us about it and I'm sorry, I always go to mighty st joes. Like, always. Mauck will understand, hell he should be at mighty st joes being with statesmen and all and whatever. Ugh, stupid shit.
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