Saturday, July 25, 2009

in buffalo...fuming

wow....what a night. so im spending the weekend with my buffalo people whom i love very very much...and yet now i don't even want to be here. i got some very upsetting news tonight and that sucks ass. well here goes my therapy...while i drink my bitch beer cuz im going to darien tomorrow and shouldnt drink too much tonight....

so janessa gets to merediths and decides that she needs to talk to me. we hide ourselves and she tells me this story. so she asks mauck if her and mitch could fill out the paper work so they get paid at the end of august. mr mauck says of course, thats what i did last year with john. what?!?!? he didn't get paid in august he got paid in october. remember that kasey had to pay for his apartment so he wasnt living on her floor? kasey had to buy the bed so she didn't die from sleeping on that nasty ass floor? are you fucking joking me??? he had the money and yet he played the part so well. i am so fucking pissed...like you have no idea. am i wrong for being upset? i mean am i blowing this out of proportion?? no, i dont think so. i think thats fucked up and im soooo sooo sooo mad right now. like son of a bitch. you fucking lied to me? you fucking lied to me! and everyone knew.

and not only am i fucking pissed at john, im mad at brandon and eric too. they knew too....or at least i know now that they knew....fuck

my computer is dying so im turning it off now but fuck...i just want to scream fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck over and over and over again. im so fucking pissed off. fuck!!!!

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