What a nice night. Like seriously...I enjoyed it, a lot. Got to hang out with people, did some real manual labor, got all sweaty gross, but got a lot accomplished. Oh and i cut the shit out of my thumb. Like big fucking cut down my whole thumb lol...good job Kase.
But yea, we cleaned the Kappa office out tonight, like completely overhauled it. It was terrific. We like completely reorganized it. It was fantastic. I am so proud of Heather for pulling this off. We did everything that we possibly could. I am so happy with how it turned out. It looks like an actual office now, and everything is locked up and everything is terrific. I am so happy.
And now, im relaxing in bed, drinking some wine, and watching Robot Chicken. I'm really tired actually, like my eyes really hurt from all the dust and stuff in the office lol. I realized that I enjoy blogging a lot. It gets all of my millions of thoughts out of my head and into a medium where I can actually try to sort them out. So here goes haha.
So I'm on my own this weekend...not a big deal right? In the B-lo with my crew, doing my bandie thing...and yet there is something more. Brad is in PA this weekend with Jay, off roading, drinking, and being manly. Not a big deal right? Except for the fact that he wants to cut himself off from the world completely. Althought, thinking about it...it's really not that big of a deal. I mean, yeah I miss him, like a lot...and I really don't like being cut off from him completely. I mean, since Medina...we haven't not talked for a whole day. It will be good though...I mean he needs to time off, and it wouldn't hurt me to have a weekend off from everything ya know right? I'm honestly thinking about going to Sean's tomorrow for the shin dig. It would be good for me to get out...and I really haven't gone out with my bros. It will be nice.
Fuck...i keep checking out my thumb...I really messed it up haha. Good job. Haha
Oh man, so a week from tomorrow I will be home and spending my "romantic" weekend with Bradley. Idk how romantic it's going to be...he hasn't really planned anything. But whatever ya know...i mean, i'll take what I can get. I can't exactly push him anymore ya know? There are things I want him to do...there are things I want, there are things I want him to want...but I really can't push him anymore. It's just not right of me...maybe if I keep dropping the hints and like give explanations for things and what not, maybe things will change-ish lol. I mean, Valentine's day worked right?? ;)
I can't wait to get the apartment next year. Like seriously...I have so many things planned. Oh man...the first thing I want to do is seriously have a romantic night with Brad. Like, Idk when it will happen, if it will, but here is my big plan. I drive my car full of stuff, mom and dad come with nana, papa, and the kids with some stuff. Then Brad comes too...only I wont make him bring any stuff. We can move all of my stuff upstairs, maybe unpack some of the important stuff, do the whole dinner thing with everyone, maybe some grocery shopping but not too much...then I would really like it if Brad stayed. Yea...I really want him to stay. Test out my big bed, enjoy the night together. It would be fantastic. Like fan-tastic. *sigh* we shall see...
alright...now that it's midnight, im gonna go take a much needed shower. bbs :)
Mmm that was nice. Now I'm watching Castaway...it's at the really nasty part where he takes his tooth out with the ice skate. I want to go ice skating. That would be fun. Oh god...here it comes, and I cant help but watch it ya know?? lol ugh!!! I'm so gross. As I cringe and drink my wine...
switched to titanic at the last second lol...im so lame, but now im back
Ok...so this is my vision for a romantic evening with the bf....I'm thinking rose petals. I want him to do the whole rose petal thing. I know it's a mess but it would be so nice. I haven't done that in years...like I did it once a long long time ago. I have never had it done for me. I want it to be a quiet night with just the two of us. During the day we can be with other people...but I want the night to just be us. Chillin together, being alone together. Cuddling is so necessary lol. A nice dinner would be cool...either him cooking for me or us going out. That would be really nice too. I just want to have fun and I want us to be us and be happy. No questions asked.
*sigh* ok, im gonna go to bed now i think. long day tomorrow :) <3
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