I don't know if i can keep doing this...i am trying so hard to be strong. I'm doing a decent job. In the last 5 days, i have only said one thing to him. I said to him jsyk...i didn't realize that the cooling off period meant acting like we didnt know each other at all. He didn't answer but I didn't really expect him to. sigh...I'm afraid. I'm scared. I don't know if he is going to come back to me. I can't convince myself that he will even though he said he would after a couple weeks. I just...I'm afraid that he is going to realize that being with me is too much of a hassle. :( im scared he is going to not want to be with me anymore...
i mean, he said he would...he told me he would...why can't i believe that he will come back?
what do i do?!?!?!?!?!?!?
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