i hate this

I didnt realize that since this whole cooling off period started, we were acting like we dont even know each other, that we arent even friends, that i cant even talk to you, be seen with you, get anything from you. You talked to my mom, you talked to my dad, you talked to my sister, but you couldnt carry on even the quickest of conversations with me? That sucks, you fucking suck and i hope you know how much i want to hate you right now. Like absolutely fucking hate you. But i cant...