L is for the way you look at me...

So I'm in an overly loving mood tonight and seeing as the boy has already gone to bed...you are my only outlet :) so enjoy

I am thinking that I am taking huge strides in this relationship thing that Brad and I are going through. I mean, we are having our issues but what couple doesn't? But lately...like the last couple of days, I have felt really really good about what's going on with us lately. I mean...I feel like I'm taking things differently and actually trying to do the things he wants me to. I like that. I also like this euphoria I have been feeling all night about us and about him. I can't even begin to describe it, but I think things are going to be ok :)

So now to talk to the boy directly, seeing as he is the only one to read this anyways lol...

I want to go dancing. Can we please please go dancing please? Just one time please??? Sorry but I'm watching one of my shows and they were at a party and dancing, and i know your knees are really bad lately but I really really want to go dancing with you. Ik i'm terrible at it, and you fell me you aren't that good at fast dancing, but idc...I want us to like go to a club and drink and what not and get our groove on.

Also...i want you to decide which night we are getting together for us. I want you to decide which day we can have just you and me time. I have all these thoughts running through my head...and Idc when it is. If you don't end up working your butt of, we can spend time together friday. Or we can saturday after the parade...i don't need to stay at the festival or you could stay with me and we could hang out after. Or we could do it sunday during the day. Idc but you decide...i love you bradley. i love you so so sooo much. i am so head over heels in love with you and i can't help it. i just need you to know that.

Ok, i'm gonna finish watching the news, the really depressing news...and then im going to bed. good night :)