Days like Today make me Sad...

So I hate how days like today make me sad...like totally and completely.

I was on facebook, doing my thing, and one of my friends posted lyrics from a song I enjoy. So I clicked the Like button and now I get notifications from everyone else who comments. My ex boyfriend commented....which makes sense because it's his brother who posted in the first place. It leads me to being really really sad. Makes me remember all of the good times we had, makes me remember the reasons we broke up, makes me remember the things that came with the relationship...good and bad.

It's funny, everything is always connected. The song that was originally posted, it was on the prom mix cd that I made because I was driving me, my date, and a couple friends to the big night. Funny story...my date was my would be boyfriend, who's brother posted the song.

I think about this, and then I think about the other males who have been in my life (the whole 2 others, Brad is not included in this thought process because he is with me now...). It's been a very interesting road that I have travelled.

I get overly nostalgic at times, about different things. Sometimes it's about my siblings, and my childhood, but sometimes it's about my ex's as well. Today it's about the ex's, makes me depressed a little bit. To think about all of the good things we had.....

But no...I can't let that get me down. I have to think about the now. I have to think about the fact that I am in love with a guy who I deserve. I am with someone who appreciates me for me and doesn't expect things of me. That's what this is about. :) Ex's are ex's for a reason.

I love you baby