le sigh

Ever start having a really good day, then have it completely turned around? Im like ridiculously depressed right now...

first off, the whole thing with my parents...im really nervous as to what will happen. i mean i have some ideas as to what to say. i wasnt as frugel as i should have been, i didnt have as much money as i said i did, i was scared, i got stuck paying for books and stuff out of my savings...stuff like that. but i dont think that will be enough

then there's the whole thing with my face being broken out...been broken out for over a week. it wont go away, i keep washing my face and it's not getting better :( doesnt help with the whole feeling ugly and fat thing

i start back at weggies tonight, that should be thrilling. im terrified im going to screw up because a lot has been changed. it just sucks ya know...

ugh...so much for being in the christmas spirit...cuz ya know christmas is a week from tomorrow...