So here's the thing, it's not that I don't want to see John's mom. Because I truly do. However, I will be quite honest, i am very nervous. I mean wouldn't you be? Hello Mrs. Knapp, it's me, the girl who broke your son's heart and has now won it back even more so than before. I mean I'm sorry, but that just weirds me out still. And I don't think the first time we see each other since John and I have gotten back together should be on Christmas.
Yet John says she wants to see me, she talks about me, asks about me, and wants to see me. And yet, John hardly ever goes over there, and when he does, like yesterday for Rachel's birthday, he doesn't tell me about it until he is already going over there...i mean a little heads up would have been nice.
Idk...John and I are supposedly talking about it tomorrow when he is on his break, but idk when he is going on his break and I go to work at 130....130-10, ugh! Start of my long ass week at weggies. But it's Christmas so yippie!
Alas, i think it's hot tub time...talk to you later
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