Always look on the bright side of life...

So we made the call today...I am no longer going to California from April 21st to the 27th.

Am I completely upset and disappointed by this? Of course I am. I am terribly terribly upset. I have been looking forward to this trip since Christmas when we established we were going to go. I have had this trip as my reward for getting through the semester. Do I want to scream and cry and throw a temper tantrum and break things and just completely freak out? Of course I do. I can't help it...

However, I am making a valiant attempt to see the bright side to this whole thing. So here's what I got so far:
1.) I will get to meet the babies!!! My actual cousins on my mom's side. I will get to hold them, kiss them, be with them. I will see the little boys that have blessed my uncle and soon-to-be aunt's lives
2.) The new plan is to go the second week in August. This would be awesome because that means I will have the month of august to have fun! Im gonna go camping with John and his friends (ik right, me...legit camping? crazy), I'll see Lu's band camp, I've got my band camp, and this!
3.) This gives me a whole summer to earn a shit ton of money. I will work my ass off, tell Barb it needs to be 30-40 hours a week, save 85% of my money, and have plenty for school and getting gifts for my loved ones on this trip
4.) This also gives me a whole summer to lose weight, get in shape, and look really sexy in my new strapless black dress :) I will be strong, work out all the time at home, eat better because mom and dad do it too, and I will look fantastic

Yea so that's what I have so far. I am disappointed, I am upset, but I will recover. I am going to bounce back and be better than ever. I was at the point where I don't want to look forward to anything anymore because it always seems to fall through, however, I am going to look forward to this once again. I am going to be excited about going on vacation this summer. I am going to look forward to everything I just listed.

It's going to be ok. It's gonna be awesome. I think that's all for now :)