Frustrated

This seems to be the only outlet for my frustration without pissing anyone off, so I'm going to utilize it.

I am so incredibly frustrated right now. At everything. At work, at people, at life in general. I hate feeling like this. Like, my anger at one thing is overflowing into other parts of my life, and that pisses me off, so I get more upset, and it's just a vicious cycle that I can't seem to get myself out of.

Im getting my hair done today, which is long overdue...I need to just be able to bear my soul to Karen...vent to her, spill my guts to someone who won't judge me. Then I don't want to go to lauren's concert tongiht. I want to clean my room and go on a reeeeeally long walk and just let go of all this anger. I don't want to sit in those awful chairs for hours on end listening to Samulski talk about nothing important, and listen to Lauren for all of 5 minutes. I love hearing her play, but on a night like tonight, I need some me time to just unwind, from everything.

I just want it to be next weekend. Joe is coming to visit, it is going to be fun. Whether it's just him and me, or if we have others tag along, I'm going to enjoy it. I'm going to enjoy some us time, and I'm going to have my boyfriend here for 2 days. It'll be ok...it'll be ok