thanksgiving

that sucked...just sayin

john didnt get here till like 830pm, when he said at like 545 that he would be over soon...cant complain about that because he was with his family...but then he gets here and im trying to be cute and he's not getting it, then he drops the bomb on me that we wont be seeing each other tomorrow unless i go out to brockport because he has homework to do (ok first off, the last time i was out there and he had homework, he didnt do it, secondly he is going to be in greece already cuz he has work, lastly im poor and cant afford to put gas in my car)...and then he just didnt act like he was my boyfriend tonight until he was leaving...i mean seriously? i know im just upset because i want to see him while im home because im not home often, but idk, this just sucks and i needed to share

im gonna go in the hottub now to try and get over this, wish me luck